I’m gonna blog about the outing with Kathleen on the 1st of March. Super outdated I know. I’m blogging about foods again ! Be happy and forgive for the lacks of update !

I can still remember the main reason why are we out on that day ! Just for Beatrice Wong’s birthday party ! But, I barely even see Beatrice. Had lunch at Chili’s with Kathleen.

Lamb Shoulder.

We order lamb shoulder as our main course. I won’t says that is super duper nice. It’s just okays. Boleh tahan sahaja. The mashed potato is damn nice ! Two thumbs up for the mashed potato !

Fries.

Kathleen ordered fries. I think.. Mcd is still the best !

Yucky drinks !

I forget what is this called. But it taste damn yucky. Strawberry mix with Orange or something like this. Don’t ever order this !!!

Kathleen Tang.

This ‘ fat hao poh ‘ cam whored with my glow stick and devil horns while waiting the taxi men. VAIN GILA !

I’ve been chatting alods with Botak now a days ! A friend of mine from Singapore ! I’m sure we’ll meet someday & make sure you says HI to me !

Is time for me to study my undang-undang shit. Test next week ! Pass me please !

I have not updated in a little time, so I think I will today ! I just like fully cleaned my room, it looks so good !

So, the last last last last las last last last last last Saturday. Had dinner at Souled Out with friends ! Some backside came back & I just realize that I did not cam whore with you at all ! I’m still waiting hell loads of pictures from Natt.

I’ll post up more pictures once I got all of them ! I need to sleep right now ! I have to go for some shit ass undang classes tomorrow ! 5 freaking hours ! PIFF.

I went through alot of emotions lately. I hate feeling the way I feel. I hate hiding things that i want to let out. But it’s hard to show them. I don’t want to get hurt. I hate to hate. I don’t know. I just hate what I have to deal with now.

I’m so tired
of you underestimating me.
of feeling broken because of what you say.
of crying everyday.
of crying until i have no tears left because of you.
of feeling fucking worthless.
of hearing you say you’re ready to give up on me
… when all along you’ve said that you won’t.
of feeling like nothing i do is ever right.
of feeling like trying my best isn’t good enough.
of you not listening to me when you say you will.
of you not even trying to understand me.
of you not caring about my intentions.
of you saying that my intentions are nothing but shit.
of feeling like I’m a horrible person.
of feeling like I’m a failure.

I’m so fucking tired of your bullshit.

& 我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动

I kinda enjoy the one week school holidays. Expect for waking up early in the morning. I woke up 7am everyday in the morning just because my house had some small little renovation.

I went for Sunburst concert. I did not pay a sen for the V.I.P tickets ! I got it free from Sonia Wong ! I did not enjoy the concert at all. I just dislike event like this ! Sonia, promise the next outting I’ll be more active ! I’ll prove to you that I’m not old ! And, thanks drew for the rides.

And today, I went cheong K with Yana & Li Peng.

I just got this super duper latest news from Suet Yun ! 楊宗緯 is coming !! 27th of March ! at Sungai Wang ! Who want accompany me? Btw, put 情歌王 by Leo Ku in your playlist.

You don’t mess around with me when you know how strongly I feel about you. Kiss my ass, seriously.

You’re nothing but dirt to be honest, but I love you and your dirt qualities. I hope you’re happy knowing you hurt me once again. Sometimes it makes me feel like that it’s your goal, to hurt me.

fcuk relationships.

& 你这该死的温柔
让我心在痛泪在流
就在和你说分手以后
想忘记已不能够

Just so you know, I brought my camera to school last week for samudra. I’m not gonna post up all the pictures, because it might kill my hand and eyes for editing.

Here you go. This is my class. They’re my classmate. My idiot classmate. I don’t like my class at all. I don’t like the school either. So, I skip school nearly everyday. FYI, I got my mom permission for not going to school okays !

I’m one hell of a AJK in this class. I got a stupid P.ketua kebersihan post. I’m so fed up of this job. I’m sick of telling people to sweep the damn flooor every freaking morning.

That’s our beloved class teacher Cik.Teh standing in the center. I do pity her. She scream at all those idiots everyday. When I mention idiots which is real idiots. Worst then those sakai and palia peoples.

And I thank god for sending Kathleen Tang to me. So that, I can still survive in this school for another 6 months.

Overall, my class sucks.

Today I got incredibly hurt. My heart got incredibly broken. So why the hell am I feeling so at peace? Is it because I’ve gotten over my bitter jealousy and accepted that I will never be more than a friend to him? but at the same time knowing that he trusts me beyond anyone else? It’s me. I’m waving my white flag.

So, Jay Chou concert was last Saturday. I did not get any nice seat. He’s like so far away from me. The tickets cost like a boom ! I’m sorry for the low quality pictures ! !

& I got this 3 super uber close pictures from Ah Ban !

& There will be someone who I can love almost as much as you someday,
but he will love me the best.