I can’t sleep. I don’t know why. I’m gonna die. My holidays is ruined. I don’t even know what’s happening. I felt empty, lost, and hopeless. I’m singing my lugs out.

I’m wondering why can’t you just tell the the truth? No use for hiding anyways. At least let me know what the hell is exactly going on. It’s pretty obvious that things is working out right in the moment. I knew it and I can feel it. You’re lying aren’t you ? It’s okays. Go ahead with all the lies and bullshit. Because I do believe in you although you’re full with shit. I have no idea what the fuck am I talking. GAH.

等你等到了冬季
雪飘进了我眼里
我试图去寻找爱情
和我们之间的关系
套上了你的毛衣
心更加冻结成冰
如果我先放弃爱情
我的痛会不会变得不药而愈
看伤心不能全愈
我始终相信爱你的勇气
明明说好是两个人
一起去的旅行
怎么剩下我一个人
欣赏孤寂
看伤心慢慢全愈
我会好好地安慰我自己
宁愿相信你只是突然改变了决定
去了另一个美丽城市
也等着我入境