So, I went to the Astro Talent Quest 2008 final with Jem yesterday night ! I’m super duper happy with the result ! Wan Chean won ! Shing Chye, you gotta accept the fate you know ! Hahaha ! And just so you know, I won’t send you the song name 好不好 by Wan Chean. Support original please ! And not to forget, I’m voiceless right now. I shouted the whole night with a bunch of new buddies ! 顏莞倩加油 ! 我们会永远支持你的 ！

一滴一滴 飘落的是谁的泪滴 一滴一滴 夹着复杂的情绪
打在你屋顶 你却不在意 我变得很透明
一次一次 离开了却不愿放弃 一次一次 我还是死心塌地
又回到这里 又站在原地 慢慢收拾我们的过去美丽

好不好 好不好 不要再计较 好不好 好不好 误会都能忘掉
要你快乐我会尽力做到最好 所有伤心说出来 我会记牢
好不好 好不好 我们再拥抱 好不好 好不好 别画上了句号
在我心里你比谁都还要重要你说好的你知道我是不会说孬

并不是我厚脸皮输不起赖着你 是我爱你没有你不可以

Things are really up and down right now. Life is super stressful right now. I’d have to say that 80% of that stress probably deals with the stupid art project. BLAH.

My internet is dowwwwwwwn.

So am I. No I don’t know actually things have been like beyond wonderful, it’s just…today? Or something. It’s a dumb realization I had today. Stuff like that is like lacking so many things I wanted to do, people I wanted to see. just.. I don’t know I am busy every day, like good stuff and I’ve been happy. Dude I don’t even know what I’m trying to say. I don’t.

My work schedule this week SUCKS. But wait I love work, so I guess it roolz. At least I get money. And have the entire weekend off to visit girlfriend !

I am a really mean person for the reason that I am laughing. Only one person could truly understand.. All i can say is rofl.

I miss a lot of things. Life is really boring right now. Listening to death cab for cutie does not help. It makes me feel more the way I feel and reminds me of stuff and makes my throat kinda swell up. I don’t know. Am I emo?

I don’t know what to do with my life and I feel kinda alone. Blah

I don’t want to party. I want live in my room and and listen to my music and be smart and successful. All I need is those few girls that I love. I have a lot of great new friends, but nobody is going to get close to me anymore. I’m going to be the best person for me. Saturday I am going to see all my lovers! I can’t believe we are all going to be together!

每个人都有佢地既爱情故事 无人知故事点样开始点样终止 缘份要黎就黎冇分系边个时候 话走就走缘份己经到左尽头 呢样野唔系人人睇得咁通透 经常都会有好多盲目既时候 有人为爱可以死心塌地付出一生 系咪值得就见仁见智你自己去谂 情同爱要做出黎并唔容易 口口声声话爱又领略唔到当中意思 情为何物连诗人读咁多书都唔知 未曾体验过个中滋味点会知 系冥冥中注定亦或系上天既安排 呢个世界咁大都可以走埋一齐 总觉得生同死并唔系最远既距离 而系系你面前你又唔知道我爱你

初初一开始最锺意日见夜见 发梦都会见面情话绵绵电话讲唔完 发誓希望两人热恋直至永远 冇谂过爱情之后变感情既局面 只系几年既感情已经无火花出现 再勉强系埋一齐只会令人讨厌 想讲分手开唔到口咪再优柔寡断 搵个籍口解决左佢一刀两断 暗恋相恋热恋失恋感情好混乱 太多诱惑而家既人好易移情别恋 婚外情一夜情佢地玩弄感情 三分钟热度之后忘记晒所有事情 其实只要对人唔系有太多既要求 爱一个人根本唔需要有太多理由 只要真心真意对待已经好足够 姑勿论系曾经拥有亦或天长地久

你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒 叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔 看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说 我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛 你说分手后 我(你)第一次有想爱的念头 可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 我(你)还在争夺 我不想给你承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒 让我在 心里面复活 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我

Siegy ! I would like to thanks you a billion times ! I can’t wait to meet you and of course record our song together in your friend’s studio ! I love you super duper much !

What a fucked up situation. Love should never be taken away from anybody.

Things you knew that used to piss me off, still do. So stop. Please. I’m just getting sick of it. I’m close to the point where I just want you out of my life completely.

For once, I broke my own promises. I’ve tried my best to control. BLAH. Is there any better ways to release stress then hurting yourself or whatever whatever. And I thought that I could have a better day after starting off this new shit. But NO.

Someone gonna face the fight tomorrow. And I know this is all my fault. I don’t want to see either one of you get hurt. But then somehow, you just made me hate you so badly right now. You don’t have to act the way. Seriously, you don’t have too. BLAH. So disappointing.

And there’s actually someone can ruined my mood that badly in a day. What am I to you? How funny is that suppose to be. BLAH. I don’t understand. Not even a little.

Will update soon. Gonna get my ass off for art project. If my art project are not accepted tomorrow. I’m so so so so in deep shit. And for sure I’ll kill myself for that. BLAH.

曖昧，是可以推脫責任的遊戲，沒有承諾就無需負責；

曖昧，是勇敢者的遊戲,無畏的人
才能在角逐中進退自如；

如果你沒有鐵石鑄就的心腸做軟冑甲
那麼你就別拿曖昧當愛情…

曖昧是，比好朋友再親一點，但比情人遠一點

曖昧是，你會常常在MSN等他線上
當他幾天沒有線上，你就會有些擔心

曖昧是，你會不時去他的BLOG看看有沒有更新
而且你會留意字裏行間
他對你有沒有什麼暗示

曖昧是, 有感覺，然而，這種感覺不足以
叫你們切切實實地發展一段正式的關係

曖昧是, 明白人生有太多的無奈
現實有太多的限制
你知道沒有可能但又捨不得放手

曖昧是, 有進一步的衝動
卻沒有進一步的勇氣

曖昧是，他不是你的情人
但似乎他比你的情人更關心你和瞭解你

曖昧是，你會編一條圍巾給他，但大家從沒有開始過

曖昧是，雖然他不是你的情人
但他卻會對你說：你對我是十分重要的

曖昧是，你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來
特意提醒你服藥，

叫你蓋好被子早點睡的普通朋友

曖昧是，每當他提及他的另一半時，你會萬箭穿心

曖昧是, 為了逃避背叛的罪惡感

曖昧是, 甜津津又同時酸溜溜的
往往從未開始，已叫人不安，患得患失

曖昧是，別人以為你們在搞地下情時，你會沾沾自喜

曖昧是，別人問你們是否戀愛中
你張口結舌

曖昧是，常常掙扎表不表白。你怕表白之後，
你既得不到一個情人，卻又失去了一個知心好友

曖昧是，見到他，你會心跳。見不到他時，你會掛念他

曖昧是，兩個人都會互相猜想
他是不是已經暗示了什麼？我是不是自作多情？

曖昧是，每天大家都會聊MSN，會互傳手機短訊，無規律地偶然約會

曖昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕會嚇怕了他
你會很小心流露自己的感情

曖昧是，除了情人節之外，其他的節日，大家都交換禮物

曖昧是，兩個人沒有承諾過什麼。但雖然如此，你願意付出的，
比有承諾的情侶更多 沒有責任
但你卻很渴望去承擔，不問回報

曖昧是一扇門，你可以停留在門外，也可以踏進房子裏面
然後你不可以停留在門下面。門–永遠不是終點站

曖昧是，你看了這篇文章，心裡想到的那個人

是不是?

I felt heart broken after reading this article. BLAH.

There is something I must say:
Hello, I need you.

 I tell him my personal life does not require his approval, or protection. If I fear your judgment, then who are you to say I need to expose myself?

Think you know who your true friends are? Wait till the moments when you need them, or when you just want life to be simple, and see if they’re there. Wait till the moment when they don’t need you, see if they still want you. Think you’ll never take drugs? Wait till the day when they seem appealing and safe, when they’re right there in front of you. Think you’re tough? Wait till you say the wrong thing to the wrong person and see who backs down first. Think you’re cool? Wait till you’re skipping lunch because there is no one worth while in yours. Think you’re always going to be your own individual? Well wait till one morning when you look in the mirror and you’re just like everyone else.

You’ve changed. You used to listen to me.. you used to want to be around me. We used to be such good friends. What happened? What happened to girl who used to care about me?

I felt the pressure when I’m at school. All the stupid rules and teachers are seriously pissing my ass off. I hate taking class photos. It’s just a piece of shit and it’s freaking waste of time. Wasted half an hours just to take the class photos. And just so you know, Pn.Whatever totally ruined the whole freaking class mood. Like always. BLAH.

I’ve finally meet someone meant hell lots to me ! We’re so the same type of peoples ! Can’t wait to meet you up ! Saturday ! And I realize, I texted you the whole freaking day ! Starting from 6.30 in the morning ! We’re so gonna sing our lungs out !

有人答应要做个好男人 ！HAHAHAHA !

I’m pretty disappointed in this best friend of mine. Or should I say, so called best friend of mine. I’m alright if you don’t wanna hang out with me since you’re oh-so-popular right now, but please do remember that when you’re in deep shit. Dont come back to us.

So then, I went out with Ah Piong, Kah Lok, Kathleen, Mun Mun & Kelly on Friday night ! Watched Journey to the center of the earth with Ah Piong, Kah Lok & Kathleen.

Our movie ended nearly at 2am. Meet up with Mun Mun and Kelly after that. Ah Piong ditched us for clubbing. Everyone’s emo that night. Including Mun Mun. Thanks Mun Mub for the rides. And please do care about the back sitter. It’s like knocking my head out ! Can’t wait for our next outing !

Went to Li Peng’s house at 1pm plus on the next day. Waited for 4 freaking hours for her to come home. I miss webcaming with Shing Chye ! Let’s do it again some other day ! Print screen and host it up on your blog !

I’m so in deep shit tomorrow. 0.0.