Just so you know, I got totally wasted yesterday night. Learned a lesson by then.

Bi, thanks you for pinching me real hard and give me a tight slap to wake me up. It’s not worth it to cry over him. I know its not. But somehow, I just can’t control my feelings. It’s still that strong. Thanks for being there for me all the times. Thanks you for your big hugs and comfort.

Ethan, thanks you for the ride, sleepover and alots more. And I’m sorry for giving you hell lots of problem when it comes to the random guy. And thanks you for playing the emo song of mine while I was about to sleep. Which makes me goes more emo. One more, stop disturbing me when I says I wanna sleep ! RAWR !

Kathleen Tang, thanks you for snatching my phone away from me when I was about to call Kai-Loon. But still, I ended up text him a msg. Ahh, couldn’t express how much I love you.

Li Peng, thanks you for shouting over me and telling me Kai-Loon is not worthy Thanks you for pulling me away when I’m in deep shit or else I’m so dead right now. Thanks you for taking care me when I got totally wasted yesterday night.

I just realize that, I’m telling myself a lies to myself all along. The feelings is still strong and no matter how hard I try or how much I give in I still couldn’t get him out of my head. It’s really really hard for me to let go of him. Yes, I do hate him but there’s no one else to blame but myself. Blame myself for loving him so deeply and put too much into it. Isn’t that what love suppose to be?

Kelly is going off tonight. Gods know when am I gonna see her again. 3 months pass really fast. And you know how much I love you. I wanna send you off to the airport tonight but somehow you disallow. You know me too well don’t you? Can you not leave? It’s impossible, I know.

Yong Kai-Loon, where the hell are you when I needed you the most? Aren’t you suppose to be there for me all along? Issit that easy for you to forget about US?

这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回 ):

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