” Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again don’t make me change my mind or I won’t live to see another day I swear it’s true because a girl like you is impossible to find.. “

Trails is finally here ! I kinda screwed up my Malay and English paper ! Sigh ! But well, it’s all over right now ! Two days breaks in a row ! Which meant  I can skype with my buddy till late night ! I just loving talking with you peeps super duper much !

So then, as I mentioned before, during the mid-term break I worked as High School Musical crew at Bukit Jalil. Super duper fun I can says ! Meet a bunch of wonderful peoples ! Miss the sleepover at Bi’s house with Bitto and Shing Chye !

Let the pictures do the talking (:

I’m happy ! Super happy I meant ! All my dearies is finally here !

Stayed at O’rential hotel with my dearies on Friday night. So much fun of taking lrt and walking around just to search for Riz’s house ! Back to hotel around 11pm plus, bathed and went down for supper ! Walked round and round and ended up in Mcd. Tsk tsk tsk ! Back to hotel around 2.30am , was tired but couldn’t sleep ! Thanks to David. He was shouting like some mad fella inside the room. I felt asleep while listening his freaking crap stories.

The next day, Leenie picked us up to maple birthday bash event. FYI, I’ve quit mapling for sort of a long time. And yet I felt like I’m some superstar when I was there. No joke really. David , Leenie and I logged on our game acc while waiting the others. Guess what? Those peoples kept on coming towards us and they shouted XCRS ! 3 of us was laughing like crap and busy answering our phone call ! Went off to sake sushi for lunch after that. Thank David for treating us !

Meet up with xiaomei82 after that. We’re complaining all over the game. The lag, the hack, the rollback and etc etc etc. Just so you know, asiasoft database already get hacked. How great right? And the latest news I get from yesterday was the hacker hacked 1000 maplers acc in a week. Like wow ?

I was so piss at myself because I didn’t bring my camera along. Didn’t get to take pictures with all of them ! What a waste I can says ! Anyways, I will still be meeting up you guys during my school holidays ! Can’t wait !

Lastly, let me post up a pictures of David aka xcrossshermit ! FYI, this pictures is not from friendster, facebook or wherever. Snapped by Riz on Friday night.

So, I went to the Astro Talent Quest 2008 final with Jem yesterday night ! I’m super duper happy with the result ! Wan Chean won ! Shing Chye, you gotta accept the fate you know ! Hahaha ! And just so you know, I won’t send you the song name 好不好 by Wan Chean. Support original please ! And not to forget, I’m voiceless right now. I shouted the whole night with a bunch of new buddies ! 顏莞倩加油 ! 我们会永远支持你的 ！

一滴一滴 飘落的是谁的泪滴 一滴一滴 夹着复杂的情绪
打在你屋顶 你却不在意 我变得很透明
一次一次 离开了却不愿放弃 一次一次 我还是死心塌地
又回到这里 又站在原地 慢慢收拾我们的过去美丽

好不好 好不好 不要再计较 好不好 好不好 误会都能忘掉
要你快乐我会尽力做到最好 所有伤心说出来 我会记牢
好不好 好不好 我们再拥抱 好不好 好不好 别画上了句号
在我心里你比谁都还要重要你说好的你知道我是不会说孬

并不是我厚脸皮输不起赖着你 是我爱你没有你不可以

Everyone makes mistakes. I don’t try to please people anymore. I’m sure people liked it better when I did, but I’m a hell of a lot happier this way. You could screw me over, and I would be terribly hurt, go off on you and get what I need to say out, but the very next day I could care less because nothing is more important to me then keeping the people I love around. I never hold grudges. Even when I want to, I can’t. I think people should learn to be a little more forgiving. They never stop to think that everyone screws up. They never give out grace until they are the ones on their knees. I don’t think being right is anything worth losing people over. I hate how easily everything changes. It seems like in the matter of days, people can walk out of your life before you even had any time to stop them. I sometimes think people come in and out of your life to teach you lessons. And sometimes friendship isn’t always forever. I’m tired of giving it my all, and getting nothing back. I don’t want commitment anymore, if I’m the only one trying. I’m to the point where i just don’t care. I’m finally kinda happy for once. I’ve realized things don’t matter as much as i thought they did. I’m surrounded by people that love me, and if you’re going to give me a hard time, then I really don’t need you. I understand what a gift life is and am willing to make mistakes to find out what’s right and wrong. I’m not scared to take chances, cause without doing so, I’ll never know how happy I really could be. I’m not apologizing for speaking my mind. I’ve always been told to not live with regrets and I’m starting to take that advice. I’ve realized how big of a pain life can get to be, but I don’t care. I know I’m strong enough to take what’s thrown at me and enjoy all the time in between. I’m happy with what I have, and if I don’t have it, I obviously don’t need it. I’m starting to realize, everything isn’t as bad as I thought.

I’m not going to waste my time to try and impress you. I promise you I’m worth talking to, but I’m not going to try and prove it.

Anyways, on the 31st of may. Suet Yun & I worked for Elken. After that, took the train down to Pavillion to see Gary Cao Ge ! We’re dying to see him !

On the 26th of May 娱协《愛.與我們同在》赈灾活动记者会 had held at Sungai Wang. Danny One was there ! As I mention in my previous two post that I missed Danny One ” All in One ” album launching on Sunday so I’ve decided to go down just to see him even thought I was alone !

I kinda enjoy the one week school holidays. Expect for waking up early in the morning. I woke up 7am everyday in the morning just because my house had some small little renovation.

I went for Sunburst concert. I did not pay a sen for the V.I.P tickets ! I got it free from Sonia Wong ! I did not enjoy the concert at all. I just dislike event like this ! Sonia, promise the next outting I’ll be more active ! I’ll prove to you that I’m not old ! And, thanks drew for the rides.

And today, I went cheong K with Yana & Li Peng.

I just got this super duper latest news from Suet Yun ! 楊宗緯 is coming !! 27th of March ! at Sungai Wang ! Who want accompany me? Btw, put 情歌王 by Leo Ku in your playlist.

Today I got incredibly hurt. My heart got incredibly broken. So why the hell am I feeling so at peace? Is it because I’ve gotten over my bitter jealousy and accepted that I will never be more than a friend to him? but at the same time knowing that he trusts me beyond anyone else? It’s me. I’m waving my white flag.

So, Jay Chou concert was last Saturday. I did not get any nice seat. He’s like so far away from me. The tickets cost like a boom ! I’m sorry for the low quality pictures ! !

& I got this 3 super uber close pictures from Ah Ban !

& There will be someone who I can love almost as much as you someday,
but he will love me the best.

Last Saturday I went to Ou with Kathleen. I went there for Jay Chou latest movie, Kung Fu Dunk promo tour ! Waited for an hours plus ! Pictures time ! Owh btw, pictures taken by using Sony DSC-H3/B

He’s twice as wonderful as I remembered him. Twice as funny, twice as sweet; twice as handsome, twice the gentleman. It gave me twice the hope for us, and twice the assurance that I would be okay if nothing happened.

I’m not waving my white flag. (:

& I don’t think it’s healthy
if I’m only truly happy when I’m talking to him.

Quick Silver Revolution 2.0 & Astro華麗台電視劇大獎2007

I’m done ! Btw, Astro華麗台電視劇大獎2007 pictures credits to Geoffery , the two skaters pictures credits to Sylvia.

Owh yea, I would like to thanks all of you for voting my cousin in the Cj7 contest ! They are the highest votes in the CJ7 competition !