” Spend time with someone else who you have confidence in. Who you think can make you feel better. Who is there to console you and by urside no matter what.. ” by Victor Lee

So then I slept like nearly 1am yesterday night. Derrick Yong Bin Quan ring me up in the middle of night. Like always. Chatting with him is so nice can ! Yes la, he’s my boyfriend ! How ah my boyfriend ? Your bill gonna bomb for sure this month ! Gonna run away from home again right ? Go find Jing ! And stay with her ! She won’t rape you for sure !

Victor Lee ah Victor Lee. You owe me an ice-cream kays ! & I know you love me ! Right ? (; !

Okays, I’m siao.

Whenever you’re with your love problems I’m always there for you. I’m there to share with you. Trying my best to help you out when you’re in trouble. Give you advice and all. But end up, what you pay me back ? By hacking Koko acc ? So this is what you call true friend ? And not to forget you scolded me by standing at Koko’s side. But look ! What now ? How you get all the freaking scrolled mage eq ? Too free nothing to do go fm buy it then sell it again on forum ? Or maybe maple had upgraded. Night Lord need to use Mage eq ? Besides, all the freaking scrolled item is same stat as mine. Explain please ? Truly disappointed and speechless. Gary Ng aka xxmadkissxx you’re not a loser but a sucker.

& hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy ;能不能再听一次你说爱我.

So how’s my new blog themes ? Very colourfull right? I know the flower header is super duper ugly ! Gonna change it soon ! Waiting for Chunchun ! He says he need more time to design a nice header for me ! So then, chill peeps !

How grats that I cried during the exam. Yes, I cried. Because I miss him hell lots. And Derrick Yong Bin Quan, I’m sorry. I don’t want to be like this too. But, can’t help. I love him hell lots.

I can’t sleep , I can’t think , I can’t study , I can’t do shit without him. I’m a loser kays. I admit. Boy, I miss you.

I think I’m getting blind anytime. I can cry for like freaking 5 hours.

失去了曾经的拥有..在你离开以后..带走了笑容只留下寂寞..忘了幸福是什么..没有你的夜特别的漆黑..只能闭上双眼去感觉..没有我的夜谁在你身边..代替了那个从前,,能不能再听一次你说爱我..回到还在你怀里的时候..能不能让我再一次拥有..曾属于我的温柔..

& hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy ; 记得你曾说过不让我委屈泪流

Jing, get the sms ? I miss him sia.

 & hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy;分開是一種解脫讓你好好的想過

Today is a super duper tired day can ! Woke up 8 in the morning then start tuition till 6.30pm ! Between, I had my RM55 hair cut at A cut above. A freaking expensive hair cut. They only cut like.. I don’t know to explaine. Just.. no comments. My hair is still nice no matter what la. But then, just a little too expensive. But, Jing like it. So whatever.

Went inside maple just now. Mega-ed to inform peoples that I’m back. And my haters are back like finally. More then 20 peoples spam whisper to me. Don’t like me then mega. Why want to hide there spam whisper? Tsk tsk tsk ! People who are jealous and poor shouldn’t talk too much. It’s not only a disgrace to themselves, it’s a pathetic scene to be witness. No hard feelings. Maple only, take it so seriouse for? Don’t like me come talk to me , I won’t bite you (:

Jing, I’m too smart and you’re too stupid. And I love Ryuu more then you right now. OWNED ! Btw, Ryuu is a doll. A freaking emo doll that coast SGD400. I own the doll kays ! Actually the doll is jing’s one.. Check this out doll out peeps ! Handsome right? The more I look at it. The more it reminds me off DarrenWJL.

Jing, you won’t be seeing me on till next week or next next week. Don’t miss me kays? I come online too ofen during this week. I need more time to study for the freaking SPM. I’m not nerds okays. I can train my brain by doing maths.

Too smart, too dumb, too bitchy, too noob, too pro, too cute, too pretty, too crazy, too…too.. TOO LAME.

I love you, Jing. But I love Ryuu more. (;

 & hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy;請你原諒我不懂聽你的心

Hey folks ! Miss me ? Jing, I know you miss me ! We finally had a long long conversation yesterday night after like 3 or 4 days ! You’re single no more ! Grates grates ! But, I hate the cina boy still ! You know why !

Mapled yesterday. Yes, I waste my 24 hours on mapling instead of studying. Just a short break for myself from studying. 3 hours accounts tuition 2 days in a week is killing me. I’m going to clear my buddy list soon. Because I’ve realise some of them are just so sucky. And not to forget, thanks san for helping me level & Derrick Yong Bin Quan for sending me 2x. But then, shit happened during night time. Some random fella come find problems with us. Friends of GMANEPxx so what? And the funniest part is, GMANEPxx want us to apologize to them due the ks thingy. Kids are always kids. And I admit that I’m angry. Not because of the ks thingy but the way you insult my friends. Especially my beloved Jing. Look at yourself before you insult others. & Bue, stop wasting your cash on all the stupid mega. You’re still that CMI.

Zen ah Zen, how’re you lately? I miss you bakaness.

You are not the one. DarrenWJL. You freaking changed alot.

& hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy; 愛情是一道傷口我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔是因為我太愛你

Okays, I’m updating for the sake of it. So first day of SPM, I did shyte on both paper. I’m gonna fail my BM and Sejarah. Yahhooooo ! Shout for the joys ! Super duper CMI. CMI till the max. I shut up kays ! I know I complaine damn alots !

Msn is being a bitch. Come home wanna chat with my Jing for a waile only also don’t allow ! Jing, I can’t freaking send msg to you ! I have no freaking ideas why ! CMI MSN ! Grrr ! Wont die of stress, die from self-destruct. That’s so so so so true la kays ! I love you still ! I always do la !

Yay I’m superman ~ superman ~ Okays. Better off right now. I’m freaking tired.

Derrick Yong Bin Quan, PLEASE DON’T DISTURB ME ! RAWR ! X3

Jing, I felt darn bad because I can’t be there for you when you’re super duper down right now. I’m on now ! But I will be going off in 5 mins time. Everyday online 5 -10 mins just for the sake of SPM tips from Andrew’s blog. Jing ah Jing, I miss you ! Pray hard for me okays ? I know you don’t like things they set it here ! But can’t help it ! I’m MALAYSIAN ! I gotta follow the rules ! Handsome Cojek is having SPM too ! I can’t believe that he’s actually same age as me ! Pray for him too ! Wait for me to be back alright ! One months nia ! I know it’s darn long ! JING AH ! I LOVE YOU AH !

Poyo , I hate you la ! I hate all your emo songs la ! Take care yourself la kays ! Can’t stalk Choco anymore ! Tell her that I will be back after my freaking SPM ! Can’t wait to chat with you , Choco and Zentaur ! I miss you like sai !

& hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy ; 沒有我的夜誰在你身邊,代替了那個從前

Jing, I’m emoing without you. You’re too smart to leave me alone tonight.

& hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy.; 請你原諒我不懂聽你的心

How great, SPM is super duper near right now. 2 day. BLABLABLA. I hate to think about future as usual.

Jing, we machiam zombie. Fun right every night moody , cry , webcam & Skype ! But, you know. I will be missing in action after tonight ! And god know when I will be back ! How ? Nobody gonna mushy with you anymore ! Life machiam very boring without me right ? I know I’m being BHB now (; !

Derrick Yong Bin Quan , is your time to update my blog and keep it intersting ! Will be gone for 3 months or more ! Gone for good okays ! Don’t always maple so no life la ! Be like me and Jing ! We rock ! We don’t maple ! We got life ! (; !

Lastly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEARST XIANG AND XIANG KOR ! Both Xiang birthday on the same date !

& hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy ; 這些沒有你的日子沒有了自己

Jing, where are you? ):

I’m oh-so-bla-bla-bla.