Happy Birthday to my dearest SUSU ! Enjoy with your friends later yo ! Meet up with you soon !

How great, SPM is super duper near right now. 2 day. BLABLABLA. I hate to think about future as usual.

Jing, we machiam zombie. Fun right every night moody , cry , webcam & Skype ! But, you know. I will be missing in action after tonight ! And god know when I will be back ! How ? Nobody gonna mushy with you anymore ! Life machiam very boring without me right ? I know I’m being BHB now (; !

Derrick Yong Bin Quan , is your time to update my blog and keep it intersting ! Will be gone for 3 months or more ! Gone for good okays ! Don’t always maple so no life la ! Be like me and Jing ! We rock ! We don’t maple ! We got life ! (; !

Lastly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEARST XIANG AND XIANG KOR ! Both Xiang birthday on the same date !

& hhhhhhaaaallllkkkkkyyy ; 這些沒有你的日子沒有了自己

Happy Birthday Sean Sean ! Can’t wait till you come to KL ! Can’t wait to see you ! & I sing way way better then Gary & Houzai right ? : P ! Enjoy your birthday with your VEGE DARLING ! ( ;

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain. & no matter where I go it’s always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories. Both perfect and in pain. & all I wanna do is love you. But I’m the only one to blame.

Happy birthday to you boy. ):

Happy birthday to my dearest GM aka xKazuhiko aka my Ken Darling ! You’re officially 20 right now ! And I know you do enjoy your birthday party with the others of the guildmates ! Felt sad that I can’t be there all the times ! Because I’m super duper far aparts from you guys ! Owh well, I’ll be going over to Singapore soon ! Patient !

Happy Birthday Lim Ying Jie !

Lim Ying Jie ! Finally turned seventeen ! I’m sorry I didn’t get to celebrate with you ! Too far apart ! One more year till your probation over ! Can’t wait can’t wait ! Be good boy and don’t stress yourself up because of all the bill bill bill ! I understand and know how hard you’re working for it. Just chill kays !

For some reason ! I just like your current hair ! The previous one looks abit like ah beng ! No offend but true ! I still prefer your botak ! I know I’m weird !

You’re the first guy I meet in my life which camwhore alots ! And I spot that tattoo on your hand. Make sure you don’t such a silly stuff next time anymore ! And just a reminder, NO MORE TATOO ! IT’S ENOUGH !

And I found this super duper cute pics of yours ! Well, kinda look like Kah Jian right? Hahaha ! Darn alots of my friends says you both look a like ! So, stop denying ! And, you have to stop saying yourself look darn handsome ! I know you are handsome can already la ! Happy ? HAHAHA !

Lastly, I would like to sing for you a song ! Not a birthday song ! Kinda manning full ! Hope you enjoy your birthday over there ! (:

” 最后你终於承认了其实你没那黱爱我
而我心疼了大声哭了再也不特别了
最后我终於放晴了其实你没那黱爱我
而我放手了不再等了谢谢你曾给的都值得..”

Happy Birthday Tracy Chee Yuan Sin!

Baby ! I’m waiting for you to come back ! 5 more months and you’ll be back ! I felt bad that I can’t celebrate your seventeen birthday with you this year ! As I promised you ! Next year I gonna celebrate with you ! Candle night dinner ! Can’t wait to see you ! Can’t wait to go holidays with you ! Study hard and take care yourself over there ! Don’t ever let others bully you ! I love you, baby !

” 爱爱爱爱了几回 也明白其中滋味 付出的从来不会等于收回 我却还在等待着 谁能出现 伤伤伤伤了几回 也曾经为爱憔悴 爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈 我却还是学不会 狠心对.. “

My ipod holds the soundtrack to my life. Without it I would be nothing.

I don’t know the words to say because what I’m feeling inside is so much more than you will ever know. For weeks and months I’ve been floating away in outer space, thinking of nothing. Time is ticking slower, the farther I drift away.

I wanted to blow my fucking brains out. Reason why I am not bring it up with anyone, anywhere, at any time, is because it’s a little more personal. I can’t even express it into words. It’s too hard.  So stop asking if there’s a new guy.

YOU MAKE ME SO CONFUSED SILLY  !

Anyways, celebrated my seventeen birthday with my cousins and friends. Not exactly a big party as last year but yet I still had fun ! Pictures time ! (: !

Lastly, let me intro another Kai Loon to you guys ! Wong Kai Loon ! FYI, he’s not my boyfriend ! Like oh please ! !

” This time was different felt like I was just a victim and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life now I’m in this condition and I’ve got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart but no matter what you’ll never see me cry “

Don’t be surprise if you don’t see me on9. Because I’ve deleted you from MSN, Skype and I even deleted your phone number. What’s the point for having some peoples in your life when they only know how to push you away when you needed them to be there for you ? What’s the point of sharing every shit with someone when the fella actually thinks that you’re wrong , you’re a piece of shit but nothing else. Owh well, I’ve get used to it and I’m giving up right now. I don’t need you anymore. You can go ahead and enjoy your college life.

I’ve been talking to Judas lately. And I realize that he actually changed alots. So much more different when the first time I meet him. And that’s really shock me off ! And time for you to change your cellphone ! A cellphone that can’t get message ! Tsk tsk tsk ! I know you’re reading my blog right now. Don’t kill me !

I’m suppose to go out with Kelly and Ruby today for movie. But sadly, Kelly have to help her mom for housework and Ruby only wanna go if I’m going to Midvally. Piff !

I can’t wait till December. Because they will be a bunch of friends of mine from Singapore coming over to visit me ! I know you guys love me alots so do I ! FYI , I drive damn safe want okays !

Till then, is time to go. Gonna update more some other day !

Happy birthday to US ! Happy birthday to US ! Happy birthday to US ! Happy birthday to US ! Lardidum ! Su Kim and I born on the same day ! Twins twins ! Haha ! Anyways, to my dearest friends out there , thanks for all the wishes !